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women need to be madder or they wouldn't breed !

















one takes on the attitudes of those one is in contact with

















the whole religious/zen scene looks farcical now, full of untested assumptions !

















i


don't


agree


with

anything


not


even


myself


sometimes !
















i


don't


agree


with

anything


not


even


myself


sometimes !
















i think what they are saying is that homo sapiens likely  evolved  in the middle east when homo erectus ran out of elephant !
















there's


nothing


like


people


to


screw


up


your


thinking


:


o


(
















there's


just


nothing


the


work


of


this


moment


is


like


an


illusion


i


hate


how


much


unwinding


there


is


to


do !


:


o


(
















there's


just


nothing


the


work


of


this


moment


is


like


an


illusion


i


hate


how


much


unwinding


there


is


to


do !


:


o


(
















there's


just


nothing


the


work


of


this


moment


is


like


an


illusion


i


hate


how


much


unwinding


i


have


to


do !


:


o


(
















it's funny


when


i


look


at


brad


warner


or


eckhart


tolle


on


the


web


i


lose


myself


in


their


bullshit


i


can't


think


straight


keep


well


clear


i


guess !
















zen has been destroyed by neo-advaita, a fact it has yet to recognise ! zazen is actually wrong and seems to induct schizophrenia in my observation, so little wonder the transmission system is cacked !


what's the big deal about merzel and shimano? not their sexual escapades but the fact that they are dull and boring and don't have any sort of a grasp of their subject matter which is way the norm for zen so some-one like eckhart tolle who is more real is going to clean up isn't he ?


the next time you want to do zazen , go for a walk ! deprogram yourself!


this was intended as a comment on sweeping zen but adam tebbe (the owner of the site) didn't permit comments for the article i wanted to respond too ! most intuitive of him : o ) !



there are some rather subtle “censors” out there, they just pick the eye out of the censorship, that is suppress what really matters and permit most everything else giving the appearance of permitting free expression, but in fact what they do still suffers from the suppression of effective criticism !
















if


i


take


the


trouble


to


criticize


you


you've


made


the


grade


look


at

who


i


don't


criticize


aeons


worth


of

rubbish !


:


o


)


(
















just visualise da free john/adi da /franklin jones whatever with short hair in the following video clip and you will see him for what he is, a contracted, stupid old man ! prematurely aged too from whoring his whole life !


all these mythic people, buddha, jesus, da free john, even brad warner depend on the supression of criticism, otherwise they just look like ordinary nits ! jesus was way malfunctional for sure ! buddha a prim arrogant shit and brad warner, well not too bright actually tho he has an intelligence of sorts !


lol, no replies i guess, once people realise they may be up on my web site for the next thirty years at least they get very reticent  : o )


i keep all my data well backed up too, including a bootable hard disk copy (casper is very good !) !
















yeah you have to delete  criticism  or he and you don't look so good do you ? as i said he's stuck INSIDE the house and it's why his life was so “unhealthy”, it's all toxic top to bottom and buyllshit to boot


HAH! i have been blocked from commenting !
















if


we


like


to


be


thought


clever


it's


probably


because

w

e


are


some


combination


of


stupid


and


clever


it


takes


both


extremes


to


appreciate


the


other !
















about


the


only


sincere


form


of


flattery


is


plagiarism !
















the


more


robust


homo


erectus


got


evolved


out


because


the


elephants


ran


out !


we


are


actually


a


fragile


ape !
















the


two


mikes


cathy


rhonda


and

more


whose


names


i


can't


remember


( i'm


not


good


with


names ! )


i


occasionally


think


about


our


time


at


whangapeka


bugger


tarchin


coming


back


i


think


i


could


have


stayed


there


forever


:


o


)


(
















you


can


let


your


life


chew


away


supporting


no-hopers !


let


them


support


you


i


say


:


o


)
















you


can


chew


your


life


away


supporting


no-hopers !


:


o


)


(
















you


can


know


how

something


is


but


you


also


have


to


discover


it


the


hard


way !


:


o


(


)
















the very as (ed.autistic spectrum) all know each other


something in our brains that goes for similarity
















enough



to


put


you


off


women


forever


it's just the sheer madness  : o )
















enough



to


put


you


off


women


forever
















how the religious scene kills you now, too many contagiously ill viral people, the contact just screws your health and stresses your immune system, you get diabetes, stealth viruses etc.


mooji is being  killed


he's a bit toxic imo anyway !


empathetic and a certain charisma but can't think straight enough like the rest !
















see a beam of light  moving


i remember in primary school a teacher trying to demonstrate with a candle being covered and uncovered in the dark that light was instant, but i thought at the time, no you just couldn’t see it move because it was so fast !


funny how we take these little offended griefs with us through the years  ; o )
















two gulags, hardcore zen  blog , nikolai  getman
















the


hardcore


zen


blog


i


don't


need

you


lot


you


are


too


much


work


too


abusive


and


too


stupid !


:


o


)


(
















thinking


about


dying


is


a


way


of


sobering


up



mp3
















it

used


to


be


science


fiction


but


now


science


is


so


fabulous


that


the


fiction


can't


keep


up !



mp3
















across


time


and


space


the


emptiness


of


being


myself !



mp3
















“ there's


lots


of


sex


and


violence ”


he


knows


what


sells


to


men


sex


and


violence !
















“ there's


lots


of


sex


and


violence ”


he


knows


what


sells


to


men


lots


of


sex


and


violence !
















zen


mountain


monastery


mount


tremper


a


marital


merrygo


round !



mp3
















bikie


gangs


they


get


imprinted


with


some


very


bad


attitudes


to


life


and


women !
















politically


journalists


are


whitlamites


personally


they

are


traitors !
















i


think

mathematical


ability


comes


when


it


no


longer


seems


to


be

maths !
















the


world


is


crazy


but


people


don't


act

like


they


believe


it


is


what


they


do


is


crazy


but


they


act


like


it


is


meaningful !



i think this craziness is intrinsic to the distracted, diffracted and fragmented attention everything gets!



:


o


(


)
















the


world


is


crazy


but


people


don't


act

like


they


believe


it


is


what


they


do


is


crazy


but


they


act


like


it


is


meaningful !



i think this craziness is intrinsic to the distracted, diffracted and fragmented attention everything gets!



:


o


)


(
















if


i


say


the


world


is


crazy


well

schopenhauer


has


said


it


before
















homilies


oh


they


just

chunder


out


:


o


)


(
















there


is


an

intimate


relationship


between


voynich


and


entertainment


seeming


without


 reality ! 































everybody


feels


themselves


to


be


extraordinary


it's


probably


because


they


are


each


an


entire


universe


prostituted


for


candyfloss !



mp3
















i


know


something


i


don't


know


anything


what


don't


i


know ?



mp3
















i


know


something


i


don't


know


anything !
















i


know


something


i


don't


know


anything !



mp3
















a


new


approach


in


writing


link


rich
















you


put


a


lot


of


effort


into


something


you


walk


away


you


think


you


leave


it


behind


but


you


take


with


you


the


wasted


time !
















you


put


a


lot


of


effort


into


something


you


walk


away


you


think


you


leave


it


behind


but


you


take


with


you


the


time


wasted !
















the


japanese


are

just

a

s

susceptible


to


feel


good


as


the


west !
















we are encouraged as social animals to knock all the peaks off and fill the valleys


flat


but

that's


not


what


we


are


which


is


uneven !
















we are encouraged as social animals to knock all the peaks off and fill the valleys


flat


but

that's


not


what


we


are


uneven !
















if


they


are


out


of

their


depth


and


cannot


see


they


are


out


of

their


depth


there's


no


hope


is


there ?


:


o


)


(
















if


they


are


out


of

their


depth


and


cannot


see


they


are


out


of

their


depth


there's


no


hope


is


there ?
















evolution


is


always


trying


to


skimp


on


adequate


health


and


longevity


in


favour


of


breeding


success !
















evolution


is


always


trying


to


skip


adequate


health


in


favour


of


breeding


success !
















you're so  vain


i


think


she's


saying


men


in


general


: / ;


o


)
















the


arab


spring


countries


with


competent


hereditary


monarchies


seem


to


have


done


better


which


is


abit


surprising !
















the


arab


spring


countries


with


competent


hereditary


monarchies


seem


to


have


done


better


which


is


abit


surprising !
















it's funny how the hardcore zen blog has become quite coherent after my little sojourn there


you can see them clearly for what they are, ordinary minds totally out of their depth with the subject matter and that includes the zen masters, and i guess zen generally !
















i


think


one


of


the


phenomena


of


the


internet


and


modern


telecomunications


is


super


competence


the


top


rises


to


the


top


and


supresses


everything


else !
















japanese lunch  boxes


i think the japanese are just as crazy as everyone else but no obese kids in that class !


iodine?
















life's


a


farce


and


full


of


recursions


:


o


)


(
















women


you


are


taking


his


sperm


to


make


your

baby


it's


half


him !
















women


you


are


taking


his


sperm



to


make


a


baby


it's


half


him !
















somethings


you


really


cannot


tell


what


the


hell


they


mean


for


years !
















somethings


you


write


you


really


cannot


tell


what


the


hell


they


mean


for


years !
















the


better


writing


is


the


less


likely


it


is


to


be


recognised



that's


because


it


conflicts


too


directly


with


your


stupidity !



mp3
















it's


very


hard


that


boundary


between


religion


and


writing


because


writers


have


imagination


and


religious


types


don't !


:


o


)
















it's


very


hard


that


boundary


between


religion


and


writing


because


writers


have


imagination


and


religious


types


don't !
















feminism


is


founded


on


a


false


premise


that


women


are


the


weaker


sex !
















love's


a


demon


but


are


we


prepared


for


it


being


a


farce ?
















love's


a


demon


but


are


we


prepared


for


the


farce ?


:


o


)


(
















love's


a


demon


but


are


we


prepared


for


the


farce ?
















religion


is

ordinary


people


introduced


to


something


extraordinary


so


it


gets


mangled !
















anonymous


on


the


hardcore


zen


blog


very


aggressive


wimps !


:


o


)


(
















yeah, good video  thanx


i think acid was responsible for the big interest in zen in the 60's and 70's, but really it was just people with ordinary minds getting a dislocated sense of reality and so you get an ordinary dislocated sense of reality !


drugs are self medication, some relief from feeling like shit or being strung in really weird psychic spaces and with the modern diet and in the usa the cruel childhood vaccination schedules there's a lot like this now !


you can tell i'm an old fart because i'm going to put in a disclaimer i have never taken acid and don't recommend it since it can permanently fuck the brain which might explain that still existant 60's counter culture in the san francisco bay area !


something  hypnotic  about the grateful dead


i quite like “ripple”, reminisce of the rubaiyat !


whisky in the  jar  if you've ever been screwed up by a woman !


olompali
















i


actually


think


ah


enlightenment's


a


fiction


was


coleridge


enlightened?



he


had


that


sort


of


sensitivity
















i


actually


think


enlightenment's


a


fiction


was


coleridge


enlightened?



he


had


that


sort


of


sensitivity
















i


don't


want


to


even


engage


the


sort


of


minds


you


have !



mp3
















sa'di


a


tale


of


two


trans


lations


one


good


the


other


useless !
















sa'di


a


tale


of


two


translations


one


good


the


other


off


the


mark !
















something very interesting about barry  graham 


i noticed from the video interview he looked reasonably healthy and vigorous which is unusual in an american buddhist to say the least !


well he lives in pheonix arizona and his  girlfriend  (i assume) is an organic gardener so i think he eats quite well and gets good sun !


she's actually more interesting than him, would have useful advice on growing veges in a desert too i think !


now brad i know you read this, he's going to be alive in twenty years still spouting bullshit while you are going to doff yourself from the depression of endless medical bills and ops from living in akron, ohio on burritos !

why not offer him transmission for free board and meals ! lol