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moon crying 2         loneliness         one many things flow v2         one many things flow v1


who we are           kafka's sisters           start to be right           schizophrenia


unfolds           who           misery           forest thicket           vale of tears


understanding collapses           moment           moon riding           somethings


angels I           angels II           so on forever           who am i ?           untitled


write away           life crazy empty           moon brocades             untitled


people are strange               untitled               buddha was a tree shrine god


childhood memories               lesson of war               two units               shards


hagiography               mysterious permeation               normality               moonlit night


white roses in moonlight               meaningless               what is life               cattle at night


dimension               fucked up times 2               burn               weep               can't cry


window               day  drifting               different earth               solitude               empty world


stranger’s children               competencies               cognitive style failures               might be


moved              the truth of infinity              meshed insanity

brad warner     complains     to the 7th patriarch   !    ( light  or  dark )


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poems



from the pupil a childs poem untitled .1
new + fragments arial wordwrap
religion love declines what is a child?
recent recent 1
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untitled 3 homilies 1 homilies 2
circles and stars garden untitled 3.4
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untitled 9 jesu plus oddments untitled 11
untitled 12 untitled 13 the autistic lament
standing the cherry blossom untitled 15
sea untitled 16 the moon
sky untitled 17 untitled 18
homilies4 untitled 19 untitled 20
mercury non existance is existance quiet and truth are not wanted
untitled 21 iodine untitled 21.5
miscellany kitten untitled 22
untitled 23 catharsis untitled 24
untitled 25 untitled 26 untitled 27
quotes you never saw poem - no emails please about concerns for my welfare untitled 28
essays untitled 29 untitled 30
the oprah prayer the work of this moment book review
message board poem falling leaves stream
south cape my fridge song (chest type) essay - sylvia plath - ennui
untitled32 ulverstone beach untitled 33
toni packer ~ problems with wikipedia untitled 34 schizophrenia
untitled 35 risible singularity
untitled 36, my best poem ! :o) untitled 37 hongzi
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untitled 72 autism mercury after dr. andrew moulden humans always have been schizophrenic
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untitled 88 untitled 89 dogen
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victoria beckham a gay man on mother teresa not believing there is god or jesus untitled 93
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untitled 97 untitled 98 eileen i’m so hurt i want to hurt you
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socratic dialogue on writing poetry questions to heaven
unalterable pop reading my poems
untitled 102 is sexual tension an altered state of conciousness? philip larkin
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why and how am i so different? i think mother teresa lived in that space too untitled 106
untitled 107 untitled 108 poems are really a speaking of infinity
direction why untitled 109
untitled 110 mother teresa and extreme disjunction a couple of odd things today
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untitled 117 getting enough of infinity in your life to make the hurt bearable untitled 119
untitled 120 a good zen story untitled 122
the invariant set of the universe untitled 124 untitled 125
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if you want to see god's a load of crap read this untitled 130 untitled 131
malachite untitled 133 untitled 134
untitled 135 untitled 136 untitled 137
what is pallid to man is intense to god untitled 138 crone
untitled 140 what armageddon looks like cry
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chinese translation untitled 147 untitled 148
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i was thinking how christians never read the bible untitled 153 untitled 154
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love untitled 159 untitled 160
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untitled 167 untitled 168 golden elm
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untitled 179 untitled 180 kimitake hiraoka's ending to "the decay of the angel"
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apocrypha roman catholic fashion show
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untitled 236 edvard munch untitled 238
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untitled 257 untitled 258 rebirth reply
there is never any escape from anything at all. you are always going to crash and burn untitled 260
st. teresa’s book mark eileens reply to st. teresa’s book mark untitled 263
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untitled 279 sappho translation untitled 281
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the oddness of autistic poetic contiguity untitled 295 untitled 296
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untitled 309 rilke untitled 311
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untitled 315 untitled 316 john of the cross : spiritual canticle
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untitled 353 untitled 354 still life
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untitled 368 eileen’s reply untitled 370
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untitled 377 untitled 378 a good playing of chopin
untitled 380 sometimes untitled 382
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untitled 392 the thin edge or shall i call it sex on sunday a poem inspired by michael
untitled 395 its 7pm and your not here chelation
robbie burns untitled 399 untitled 400
untitled 401 steve irwin scars
untitled 404 untitled 405 untitled 406
when the pop music fails falling upwards quoll
my childhood dream life frog akiane review
humans as symbionts and multiintelligent organisms untitled 414 untitled 415
untitled 416 tsvetaeva untitled 418
fellini's casanova - the dancing doll untitled 420 velociraptor
untitled 422 untitled 423 reply to charles bukowski
untitled 425 untitled 426 untitled 427
untitled 428 rain sky sunset stream van gogh's death
untitled 430 untitled 431 untitled 432
untitled 433 untitled 434 eileen's poem collation I
eileen's poem collation II looking back für elise
eileen - men untitled 440 untitled 441
untitled 442 untitled 443 eileen's poem collation III
untitled 445 sometimes i wonder why i do something sir henry neville II
eileens first poems does+god+ever+heal+osteoarthritis untitled 450
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untitled 457 untitled 458 untitled 459
untitled 460 untitled 461 eileen's poem collation IV
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untitled 475 eileen's poem collation V untitled 477
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untitled 524 untitled 525 eileen's poem collation VI
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eileen's poem collation VII untitled 552 untitled 553
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imagination untitled 573 untitled 574
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untitled 581 untitled 582 rachel
untitled 583 untitled 584 untitled 585
untitled 586 untitled 587 whimsical
untitled 589 in the head untitled 591
untitled 592 untitled 593 untitled 594
untitled 595 untitled 596 eileen's poem collation VIII
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untitled 616 untitled 617 eileen's poem collation IX
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untitled 625 untitled 626   an aging swansong !
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untitled 640 untitled 641 untitled 642
untitled 643 untitled 644 eileen's poem collation X
the insomniacs lament! untitled 647 untitled 648
untitled 649 untitled 650 untitled 651
untitled 652 eternity untitled 654
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untitled 688 eileen's poem collation XI untitled 690
untitled 691 gatha beautiful voynich
untitled 694 untitled 695 squeeze
untitled 697 untitled 698 serendipity
breeding rain madness
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cherry tree facile or facility? the cut and paste game
totality our love hurt
across gnarled midnight trees
weathered galleon fanciful
want deodorant rock
owed meaningful day real
sands honestly insane rainbow hues
writing unfolding stars and rags moon velvet
infinities eye sight see life and oursleves kelp swells
xanax this us purposeless being here
million things women problems eileen's poem collation XII
when sound the night
i s t h a t m a d e u p thin din unpin
brad warner viral sketch satin sheet riches
night sky new mowed lawn null
eileen's poem collation XIII childhood job
talent and health dissolve walls
cactus opaque blackwood
mother taste intrigue
past autistic africa
scribed blue hole eileen's poem collation XIV
collection hurtle advaita treacle
confinement cherry petals ruby drops
brilliant stars cheshire eileen's poem collation XV
schizophrenia vision no lesson white rose petals
teaching scented lilies counter
mutt image untitled by eileen
shadow so on forever   feels like  by eileen
child in a picture  who am i ? eileen's poem collation XVI
taken untitled isaiah 29, verses 5 to 6
browns and fawn evening walk in hobart country church / everything is separated
death cease lives direction erosion age
things never end mt. sumeru bend
women sex drunk hyperuniformity
spoken eyelashes time tai chi
nostalgia askreddit  harsh askreddit  too long
mumonkan viewpoints of zen voices
teaching foyan envelope
   buddha was . . . aging trifecta the ultrashort sutra
misfit mirage meditation contemplation
transmission suddenly cowed
splitting light tattoos the valley gates at night, yosemite
endless palaver luke crucifixion vision
mystic eyes winter never goes d  r  e  a  m  t  i  m  e
red coat tree web vision visions
nick drake sunset writing light shines through
coping with reddit zen deeper mandelbrot diamond
ryokan as far as i want to take it letters on the moon
amber joshu twelve hours verse two mysterious permeation
orange sunset celibacy normality
tapering smoking moonlit night white roses in moonlight
meaningless what is life starlit night
unending which video is true ? crystalline wheels
painful crying vision woman circuits gesshin washing her bowls ?
tithonos and eos life’ s lesson /s ! : o( dimension
crazy world grief of a kitten death fucked up times 2
burn depression before we were born
crossroads deceive multiverse
reddit zen hemingway lost manuscripts infinite density of being
trout migraine islam and martrydom
religious roast yoshida kenko zen and mysticism
hollow visages nothing to say escalate
konrad marchaj / ayahuasca myself as a crumpled old man kakadu dreamtime
i can't cry nagarjuna  essence strange planets
the sixth patriarch quantum entangled ! prosecutors and teachers carbon and phthalate tattoo
dream of ex snow globe breaking up
precipice 60th wedding anniversary splitting light
  ‘ no contact ’  and time time leak absorption in infinity
imitation what is death ? exhausted
profound beyond godot fractal universe
eyes socrates is immortal window
vision with the 6th zen patriarch theory of everything malamuke
who talent consistency crystal curtain
why does the universe exist ? bound energy joshu
no world before you estragon and godot anti - disciple
life, absurdity, illumination theist  atheist improv  writing
answer twelfth night contemplative
contemplation certainty magical realism
play turned dusty mountain road different earth
how poetry works what is this ellipses on water
two stages repetitive red leaves
write  unwrite tolstoy no star
joshu no question sewn all life is like this
madness painful female suggestion
my best writing ocean rolls adrift
lake hemlock communal objectivism mewled lives
candle burning fife puzzle pointing
dream brain machine life  death
older hibernating patriarch zen
unsleeping eye philosopher spinoza
surf vision editors distant
convergence and parallelism haircut in east devonport waning gibbous
russian roulette dante disagreement
end of life empty world glance
y a w n female way relationshipee evaluation
door acadamia  literary  cliques aging
dogen is autistic jewels spin libertango
young fleeting calligraphy cherry petals
celibacy town clouds over their heads
stalin writing letters care messiness
defeat aleppo flames wooden buddhas hydra
cycle millennials  entitled a punnet of blueberries
clock at midnight case 4 plum blossom
muso soseki stranger’s children star flowers
getting older joshu's zen pie crust
mayberry meditation advice shikantaza
clem cherry blossom kalediscope
churches and chapels hunt for the wilderpeople mystical endeavor
ulverstone encoding marijuana
reflecting pool zen travels rocky horror
spinning wheels visionary not adding up
fernando pessoa’s trunk my writing poems ten zen matters
buddha is the cosmos affirmation loop
what i believe don’t write meta my writing is mad
tourists not lonely celibacy
two visions (pp131) incel encoding
i am patriarch grieve to die exclusion
steering distanced history
burnt palm ember dream door
follow internal logic deconstructs mysticism
zakaj's question what is god ? crushing sound
mouse death jason: funny lady buddhists con
end world anomalous reconstruction
cataract ryokan emily dickinson vision
buttons creek who crazy pazy
heap beady eyes it passes
wrote the tempest pupil objectivity
around strangeness be free
your wives helpful words princess diana
magpies sylvia plath rata tat tat
nansen adrift translations are insufficient
see the world abyss murder
st. teresa’s bookmark time door
parking fine boobook persuaded
mental illness adult trapped
jason and the gypsies irrelevant the blinds
bright hard ball my enlightenment poem seeps
genzology non-historical existence of the buddha duck eggs
brittle enlightenment experience mental illness
if i talk i minded my mind infinity
fire life secrets religion
age and decay traverse the laws of this world
weight of history the cat criticise
rustic folk suspended labyrinth
travelling wallabies addiction
buddha is a fraud sandcastles isaac newton
who am i ? magpies hidden truth
chopped dragon of war flow
sperm dream pearl vision
wiegala quantum entanglement memories
draw turning windless
win idiot cat
winter sun narcissistic privilege
figure orange clouds theological
old age inquisition assia
face tricks dying we live joshu
three visions german officer st george
cézanne recall quantum time
endless surrogate existances jesus complains
solipsism abnormal nightmare mismatch
trick crazy manic world where am i ?
why do i sea wall death
finding toni packer graveyard masks
earth and grass paradoxes fable
listen look shopping etymology
talking to god charade death in life
magical elevator chimpanzee time
the unreal can be more true than the real child of the dreamtime visionary consonant